4 Views of Love

Here's something difficult about love. . .

You can never know whether a person forgives you when you wrong them. Therefore it is existentially important to you. Neither can you know whether a person loves you. It's something you just have to believe or hope. --Jostein Gaarder, Sophie's World

and something incredibly moving about love. . .

Love is energy. . .

Japandroids

    and love is hope. . .

. . and the funny thing is, at times people don't even recognize it

Because she wasn't listening. It wasn't a war story. It was a love story. --Tim O'Brien, The Things They Carried

Love might be the most oversimplified and least understood emotion.  Not to mention the most necessary.  We're taught to say it when very young and expect to hear it from parents, spouses, children, and those closest to us.  Yet, the word is often treated very superficially, as a Google Image search will illustrate: it's about hearts, holding hands, and the color red.  The artifacts above are meant to stretch the word, to suggest the different ways it can be felt, and even question whether we know exactly what we mean when we say it.  Artifacts 2, 3, and 4 convey the idea that love transcends the romantic associations we make with it.  Love can be about creating something beautiful, about being swept up in the energy of a moment, and about striving for more in one's life.

My Winter Break Challenge

At the beginning of winter break, Ryan Bretag, District 225's administrator for technology, gave me and 10 others a challenge, which he had originally received from Jason Markey: give 11 random facts about myself, answer 11 questions posed by Ryan, and nominate 11 others to answer 11 questions of my own.

Although I have only worked with Ryan for about 7 months, it has been an incredibly productive 7 months.  He has pushed me to think about my role in the classroom, in the building, and in the district. And, despite it being winter break, he has kept me thinking.

11 random facts about me:

1. I tried playing guitar twice in my life--when I was 10 and when I was 19. I quit both times. When I was 38, I told my wife and friends I would know how to play guitar by the time I was 40. Four years later, it is my favorite hobby. I try to pick it up every day, even if it's only for 10 minutes.
2. We named our son, Inman, after the character from the novel Cold Mountain.  
3. I lived in Minneapolis for 3 years while going to grad school for education. A great little city.
4. Da Boss, Richard J. Daley, eulogized my great-grandfather, a longtime precinct captain.
5. Like Richard Pryor, my hometown is Peoria, Il.
6. My favorite spot in the world is my good friend's place in northern Wisconsin.  It's in the middle of Nicolet National Forest.  I've been going there for almost 30 years, and it's where my wife and I had our wedding.  Specifically, there's nothing quite like sitting on their dock, watching the water, the trees, the sky.
7. We found our daughter's name, Brin, on a headstone while walking through Rosehill cemetery in Chicago.
8. I've been working on a second masters degree, this one in Literature, at Northeastern Illinois University, in Chicago, for about 7 years. Getting close to needing an extension.
9. Larry Lessig's book, "Remix," and ted talk, "laws that choke creativity," changed the way I thought about creativity and ignited my interest in the ways we use technology to create.
10. My favorite bird is the blue heron. We have them on our lake in the summer, and I can watch them for hours.
11. I spent 9 years proposing a course on media literacy at Glenbrook South H.S. By the time the course was finally approved, it had morphed into an examination of how we use our devices to learn, create, and collaborate. Hopefully I can keep it going.  Here's to grit.

11 Questions Ryan wants me to answer:

1. Favorite Color Crayon: something in the blue family.
2. Favorite children's lit: Harold and the Purple Crayon even though it freaked me out as a kid.  Where were Harold's parents?  Now I've used it class when talking about existentialism: Harold creates his life.
3. Favorite video game ever: Techmo Super Bowl for Nintendo (1991 version).
4. "Believe" in the big guy in the red suit?: I do not "believe" or believe in the big guy in the red suit.
5. What would I sing on the way to work and what are my presets: It's hard to say what I might be singing on my way to work because it probably depends on what I was listening to while making/eating dinner the night before.  Lately it would probably be something by Elliott Smith.  My presets on the radio: npr, XRT (in the morning I need my Lin Brehmer. Best. DJ. Ever.  Don't live in Chicago? Google him), and ESPN AM 1000.
6. Time I laughed with students instead of keeping a straight face: Pre-internet I used to show
   
   artwork in Humanities on a big opaque projector. One time I was showing a work by Fred Tomaselli in which he used the Adam and Eve figures from Masaccio's "Expulsion from the Garden of Eden."  I zoomed in on Tomaselli's painting to show how he used mixed media on his canvas, forgetting that I had the Mosaccio placed underneath. When I pulled away the Tomaselli image, the camera was zoomed in for a perfect money shot: Adam exiting in all his glory, his manhood taking up the majority of the screen.  I think I said something like, "Whoa, Adam!"
7. Breakfast, Lunch or Dinner?  Last meal--what am I having: Definitely a dinner person.  I've had to work at making breakfast a part of my routine. For a last meal. . .that's as tough as the song I would be singing.  Maybe slow braised shortribs over garlic mashed potatoes and spinach.  Or a burrito. 
8. What one literary figure am I like: Honestly, I have no idea. Here are a few I wish I was like: Randall McMurphy from One Flew Over the Cuckoo's Nest; Huck Finn; Katniss Everdeen. Asskickers.
9. How do I keep the spirit and play of a child alive for myself: In the winter, I skate as much as possible on the lake.  It's like being in 8th grade all over again: come home, throw on my skates and walk down to the ice.  I wrestle with my kids, rock out with them playing Band Hero, and try to remind myself as often as possible Emerson's statement that "the sun illuminates only the eye of man but shines into the eye and heart of the child."
10. What's disturbing me about education and how I am working to change it: At the exact time we need to help foster creativity and curiosity in our kids so that they can live fulfilling lives regardless of what the future holds, we seem to be embracing the idea that what we need is standardization and testing.  As much as possible, I seek to subvert this in my classroom.  And it helps to read and see on Twitter what really forward-thinking educators are doing to resist this distressing trend.
11. Where I would want to teach for a week: Somewhere in Hawaii? Italy? Ok, so those have less to do with the classroom and more to do with the location.  How about Singapore?  I can't read an article about the sorry state of American education without reading about their incredibleness. 

"11" Bloggers/Tweeters I find endlessly thoughtful and interesting and whom I would love to learn more about. I would list 11, but it seems this challenge has been making the rounds and a number I would choose have already been tagged:

1. WickedDecentLearning
2. Anna Smith
3. Kim Douillard
4. Patrick Larkin
5. Karen Fasimpaur
6. Bob Dillion

11 Questions for my 5:

1. Winter, Spring, Summer, Fall: which are you?
2. One book or film you wish you could experience again for the first time?
3. First album (cd, tape) you purchased with your own money?
4. What advice would you give to somebody entering your profession now?
5. Are you a napper?
6. Favorite dessert?
7. What gets you out of bed in the morning?
8. What amazes you?
9. Best advice somebody has given you?
10. If Arne Duncan gave you the power to enact a mandate, what would it be?
11. What's a question you wished I would have asked?

1:1--A Semester In

Back in September, I wrote a blog post about my students' initial impressions of their 1:1 experience with the Chromebooks.  At the end of the semester, I asked them to consider how beneficial the Chromebook has been.  The views are very much the same as they were at Day 10.  Some specific comments:

     Writing papers on the chrome book is awesome because I can have my teacher comment on it. Also, I like being able to make a copy and annotate all over it.

     I have used my chromebook in this class every single day and I have been able to take notes and participate very well by using it.

I think it's hard for everyone to pay attention in a class when we are on our laptops. However, I do think it's easier to share ideas and do interesting projects with this kind of access to technology.

These three comments mirror my own experience of working with students. For most of them, it has become second nature to take out their Chromebooks once they are in their desks. Typically, by the time I have the weekly schedule projected onto the screen, most students have already logged onto it via Google Drive. The same goes for any docs I have shared in the Drive folder. Most often I try to have docs hyperlinked on the daily schedule; however, sometimes I forget. However, if they see the name of a doc listed on the schedule, they will go find it in our shared English folder. It's always a bit surprising to find people already logged in--like getting home and already finding guests milling about.  

As for "paying attention," that's the big question with which every teacher struggles.

When the devices are open, how do we keep students corralled? How do we know when they have wandered away from the ranch? Some schools have dealt with the attention/distraction issue by employing an LMS that gives teachers an omniscience and omnipotence over the devices in the room. Stray doggies grazing on their own pastures? Rope em and bring em back home.  

Theoretically, this may sound great. But it raises some questions: are we teaching students to be responsible users of technology?; are we instilling a sense of mindfulness when it comes to using devices; are we helping students to create a digital routine that allows them to leverage their devices in beneficial ways? Unfortunately, the answer to all of these questions is "no."

But here are two more comments that raise a different question for schools going 1:1:

English is basically the only class that I use my chromebook in, other than when we work on webassigns in physics.

I've really only used the chromebook in this class. It's been useful in here though.

Other English teachers and I have heard similar statements from many of our students. So, the question is this--should teachers be expected to make some minimum amount of use of the devices? There will always be teachers and classes that integrate technology more fully into their curriculum, with positive and negative results. But should there be a required baseline? If students used their devices more readily in all classes, would it help them to become more responsible and mindful?